Where do I start...TJ is cutting more teeth, which means he wants to nurse all night, which means I get little or no sleep. I threw my back out a week ago and it is still pretty sore, so having to sleep in one position all night long isn't helping. I'm exhausted and just don't feel like doing anything. I also didn't workout for about 4 days since I hurt my back. We have a wedding to go to at the end of the month and I don't think I'm going to lose enough weight to look decent in a dress. Tom's exwife made a comment to him last week that really ticked me off...she said "Oh it looks like Rachael weighs more than I do now...." And while I really don't care WHAT she thinks, it still upset me. I'm still waiting to hear from unemployment on my appeal to their denial. It's been a month now. I just found out from my aunt that one of the photo techs in her store got promoted to assistant manager...but wait...I thought there were no openings until June or July??? I think I need to call the Regional Vice President. And on top of it all, living with my parents SUCKS. My dad is an ass. He's constantly on my case about EVERYTHING and I'm tired of being treated like I'm a maid. Yes, I am home all day. But that doesn't mean that I don't do anything! I take care of my son, who is VERY active now. I clean up the best that I can. I was hurt for 4 days, to the point where it took me 45 minutes just to get off of the couch to go to the bathroom! He always has something to say about my cat. Yes, she's a pain in the butt, but I don't know what you want me to do about it. No, I didn't see the freakin litter on the kitchen floor, it was not there when I was JUST up there washing dishes. We can't get ahead on our bills. My student loans are late, we have a $600 gas bill that is in MY NAME...all because Tom was making payments to the wrong account when we moved. And, to top it all off, the class I am taking now is ALOT more work than any others that I have taken before. *sigh* What ELSE is going to go wrong?? /rant
March 10, 2009
I just need to complain for a minute
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I HATE those moments when everything sucks. I have those more often than I let on.
Oh, and as far as your weight, screw HER. Oh, and how did you find out about that comment? You better have been present, because the person who told you that is just as bad as the person who said it. You don't need to know when negative things are being said.
It's hard when you have a baby around the house. You have to keep an eye on him, and when HE takes a nap, you want to do a little bit of relaxing too. You're the only one with him all of the time.
Almost time to come off the boob, mom. Almost.
I know you don't want to hear "Things will get better" because, well, no one wants to hear that. Everyone just wants things to be better.
Try and hang in there, and if you ever want to vent, you know where to find me :D
Thanks :) It was actually Tom that told me what she said. And he regretted it as soon as he did, when I started going off with things like "I'm going to punch her in the mouth...and MY child is 9 months old. HERS is 8 YEARS old. What's HER excuse?"
As much as I love the time that TJ and I spend together, and the bond because of breastfeeding and all of that yadda (heh. yadda)...I SO can't wait to wean him. I just can't bring myself to do it before he's a year old....which is in just over 10 weeks. But, even then I probably won't cut him completely off.
Thanks again :) <3 ya
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